Kamis, 13 Februari 2014

happy ending

i'm a movie lover. i watch a lot. drama, horor, action, comedy, thriler, romance, fiction.
i tell you, watch a lot. but in any genre, i love the happy ending one the most.
in happy ending story there must be sadness and melancholy parts.

Cinderella, Princess Jasmine, Viona, Gumiho, Cha Eun Sang.
They are trough all part of the movie, sad, bad, to the happy ending.
as a viewer, i already know since the begining that the movie i wacthed will endinh happily,
but i still watch it. not to prove am i wrong or right, but to seehow do they face all obstacle
and sad scenes of the movie.

and fantastic, they amazed me.
"how can ?" "what's make you stand that long ?" "aren't you tired ?" "aren't you loathe ?"
that questions fulfill my head. but they holding on, do not give up, struggle, and they triumph.
they get the victory, the happy ending. they show me the answer.

i just smile, relieved, satisfied. feel that vicarious happiness, a verry lovely feeling.
but still, they are not easily get that happy ending. they fight and toil much.

"one who want the crown, must bear the burden" -

and they prove it, they get the crown.
and what makes they still strong is faith, hope, and belief. they believe in themself,
believe that hardwork will never betray. and they render the people they love as their
power energy.
now, the only one question leave in my head is...

can i get my happy ending ?

i wondering if i bear the burden of crown, wondering how can i face all my sad scenes.
for known, i have never fight that much. i always letting go what have to go.
but now i want, i want to fight and struggle much more, i want stand much longer for my crown.
and i wonder what i would stand and fight for, what type of my crown.
i'm curious.

xx